Remember my comment about the verb Cuisinarting? Well, it is a new verb that refers to what happens to your life when *everything* changes at once.
Like the new love in my life. Wow! That has really rocked my world. Along with the creativity and the amazing energy, there is the element of change that must be dealt with. My SO has had to undergo a major shift in his life due to my changes. It’s not that I love him any less, it’s that I’ve met my spiritual partner and now everything is different.
I’m a blonde now. Heh, for REAL! I did it for the Studio 54 party on April 15 (yes, there are pix trapped in the analog camera that must be developed) and decided to keep it until the roots get too annoying (that pic is from the arcade party at Richard’s last weekend). I want to do purple and blue, but the next item will explain why I can’t do that right this minute.
Next item: Nick and I may have a shot at a very large, very lucrative web job. Purple hair would NOT do for bidding on a ‘real’ job.
“…but I doubt she’ll bother to pick up the friendship again.” I’m such an asshole sometimes. We’ve gotten past the brief bit of sniping and all’s well. I really don’t have any idea what all that was about. (?)
The Studio 54 party was not really that great. We had X, but unfortunately it was crap and we spent hours waiting for nothing, then skipped to the sleepy afterglow without ever getting off. Bummer. I do have pix, though, and I’ll assemble them soon. No, really, I will.
I have so much to do that I’m in procrastinate mode. I HATE that! I’ve been so goddam distracted by all my personal changes that I’ve gotten precious little done with anything else in my life. My freebie/trade work has been neglected and I MUST get crackin’ on that! Centerforholistichealth.com needs a complete overhaul, THIS site needs new design work that I actually like, and AMUG is neverending. And Adele is about ready to get her site up. ACK! And this is all FREE or TRADE, mind you.
Speaking of Adele, I had a regression session (heh, nice rap there) with her last Wednesday. What a trip! I found out that I use self hypnosis all the time – it’s just like plain old hypnosis, but without a guide! We asked about my inability to make or have money. As it turns out, I have separation anxiety from when I was originally chosen to be incarnate. It causes me great sadness and loss EVEN NOW. These feelings have filtered down into my conscious being as a lack of abundance. My Inner Warrior (usually referred to as the Inner Child) is all about guarding me from what *she* sees as unfairness, but in actuality, it is her that keeps the separation anxiety alive and makes everything hard for me. At least I have a clue about what the hell is going on! I also asked about the connection to my spiritual partner and it seems that our connection is very old indeed. It felt primeval in its intensity. The truly trippy thing about this connection is that he felt a sudden rush of energy at the same moment that I was feeling it in session. Weird.
So, I now feel very qualified in my assertion that I have raised Cuisinarting to an art form.