Hold the Gun, Ma!

Because I’m about to become psychotic.

I know this is an 8 year, but FUCK. This is not even funny. Here’s the list of what’s happened this year (not necessarily bad things, just CHANGE) and why I may freak out at any moment:

– wrecked the car
– some friends have been in a legal battle that’s ruined their lives
– lost half the con due to being overserved
– Andy got married
– Dean adopted a Chinese baby
– broke up with a friend
– Dave died last week
– Caroline’s preggers (found out yesterday)
– iBook display died last night
– Pumpkin died last night
and the frosting: a few minutes ago, my 40+ year old horse had to be put down.

Any questions?

I think it’s safe to say that I’ll be RIPPED at my birthday party, so expect it. Nick, hon, you’ll have to be Julie the Cruise Director once again. I’ll just apologize now for the jackassery. :-/