Awake is being hot, then cold, then hot again.
Awake is tossing and turning.
Awake is AGAIN moving to the couch in search of relief.
Awake is not finding any relief on the couch.
Awake is the realisation that this is another night lost.
Awake is then realising that the following day is lost, too.
Awake is dreaming dreams that go on and on.
Awake is having a poignant dream and sobbing yourself out of the bed.
Awake is feeling like you’re losing your mind one night at a time.
Awake is watching every bit of motivation and life drained out of you.
Awake is the most frustrating ailment on the planet.
**Still relevant in 2015 – A**


ah, insomnia, my old nemesis…. this is where i am obligated to say “better living through chemistry”
or homeopathy
or animal husbandry
calms is good stuff if AWAKE isn’t a regular part of your life. heavy on the valerian and chamomile. less likely to make you wake up and pee. (my only beef with herbal teas)
sat approaches, and we’ll have dave. still no clue what we’ll bring for a dish tho’