All this emotional stuff with Bernie has worn me to the bone. My eyes are fucked up again. Every day I wake up with swollen red eyes. Nice. Today, I can barely see they are so blurry and icky. They’ll clear up after the drops kick in and I’ve been awake for a while. I hope.
My insomnia is back. I keep waking up at 2am or not being able to get to sleep until 1-2am. For two nights straight I’ve had to take every sleep aid I have to get to sleep. Which is why I’m groggy and out of it this morning.
Wah, wah, some people have real problems, I am just tired and overly sensitive to my little irritants right now. Bernie is not a small problem, but she’s a problem I can do absolutely nothing about, so I’m trying to let it go. All my other physical ailments are small compared to what many have to put up with. I’m trying to Dr Phil myself, but even that’s not working. Nick’s also tried Dr Phil on me with the same result.
You know I’m in the doldrums when Dr Phil can’t motivate me. Bleh.
Aw, sweetie… you guys and your Bernie are in our thoughts and prayers right now.
Thanks, darlin’. Anything you can do to get Bast’s attention to this matter would be greatly appreciated.
oxoxo