I’d say it’s clear that we’ve lost Bernie. I’ve already written about her in this post, so I won’t go through that again. That post is her eulogy – as much as it pains me to say that.
I still hold a tiny bit of hope that she’s still ok, maybe lost and being someone else’s feral cat. But I just don’t know. I’ve been missing her intensely since we returned from our trip. I guess I’d been hoping that she’d magically turn up while we were gone. Silly, I know. But she didn’t and it’s been about 6 weeks at this point.
I’ve been trying to console myself with the thought that if it was something bad it was quick and if she’s lost there’s someone feeding her.
That’s some hard candy consolation, I can tell you.
Bernie was a very sweet girl who made my life brighter. She will always have a special place in my heart. Bye, my girl. I miss you. :-(