Don't Assume You Have a Clue

Since I’ve been taking an antidepressant, it’s funny to me how people will say “Yah, I think you’re much happier now!”

Really?

Interesting. I don’t feel happier. I feel like I just don’t care. Whereas I would bitch about stuff before, now I just don’t bother. I don’t have anything to say because I can’t be bothered with it. My general demeanor is MEH.

I don’t think much has changed, personally. I still hate Atlanta. I still find idle chatter bothersome. I still can’t stand people who don’t take responsibility for their lives and decisions. I still get irritated with people who refuse to move past whatever bad shit happened 10 or 20 years ago. I still find it difficult to get upset over news events that have nothing to do with me. I just don’t talk about any of it.

So, maybe I am happier, I don’t know, I suppose not giving a shit does lighten one’s load, after all.

To be clear: just because YOU think I’m happier and more easy going does not make it so.

I still won’t tolerate silly temper tantrums and stupid shit for long. I will NOT be passively aggressively bullied into changing my demeanor by a temper tantrum. Just a heads up. The person who uses this tactic will hopefully get the message. Otherwise I may have to back off. I am bothered by his/her attitude that it’s all me… Um. Nope. Not even a little.

What the drug has done is make me have zero energy and zero Give A Damn. And me with zero Give A Damn means I could snap all over you. So I’d advise caution when dealing with me now. Just because I’m not ranting as much does not mean I’m a happy camper. Remember that, people!

Assume makes an ASS of U and ME. Don’t do it.

/end PSA